Friday, August 19, 2005
had chem mock today. ok la i find the paper quite easy. these days i really wanna think that exam results r not that important, it's putting in our best that counts blah blah, as matthew n shuyi said. but at this level, who can honestly proclaim that he isnt bothered by his own grades? i listen on earnestly as friends tell me "it's ok" that they did badly for midyrs. but it's just so terribly sad that something like a triple e or a triple d would be wad many cjcians consider "damn good grades". perhaps it's the lack of excellence, perhaps it's the decadence of an overachieving spirit. wadever it is, it's really something so apparent in this batch of cjcians. maybe the j1 batch can change this trend, so we can only lie in the hope.
this week has been filled wif highs n lows. sometimes i just don't know wad exactly i want n where i'm heading. it's just so frustrating knowing that u've got so many things out there to be done but none has been ticked off the checklist. these days, it's just god, mug, friends, soccer. that's about all to my life at the moment. perhaps add to that trying to love my sheep more, and trying to know god even more.
today was a bad day. weiting n i almost fought while we were playing soccer. n we were in the same team somemore. dunno wad i was doing manz. although i've apologised, thinking back, this definitely shouldnt be la. we r both brothers in christ, yet we potrayed such a horrible image of jesus in front of so many others. bleah. really needa control my temper manz.
Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Posted at 7:57 PM
